Word.
Sometimes I just need a vacation from my life-- from the boyfriend, the friends, the work, the work, the blame, the shame, the kittens...
You know, sometimes I just want to go and live a different life. Not forever, just for a couple weeks or maybe a month or two. Different friends, different lover, different job, different problems, different stress... just different. I'm sick of my problems; sick of worrying about whether or not someone else is doing thier job, sick of work...
Sick of elipses...
Ha.
Yeah, I'm sick of myself. I'm tired of all the complaints. I'm tired of the rusty stunted cogs in this here wheel I work for. I'm tired of having to lower my expectations and blah, blah, blah. I'm tired of wondering how my life would be different, if only... I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of debt and drugs and alcohol and smoking and not smoking and my friends who seem not to really give a shit at all, tired of being the youngest and the least assured.
I'm just tired.
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About Me
- xoxo, elizabeth
- San Leandro, California, United States
- About as average as average can average.
2 comments:
just go fishing.
how's it going there, you are dead right....... feck off and forget all about them all for a while.... does good for the body, the mind and the soul
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